Endorfines make you happy...?

It is true that every time I weigh myself I realize I haaave to start loosing weight! I do not consider myself actually FAT, I mean if you saw me walking down the street you wouldn't say: omg look a fat girl!, but I have to admit I could be in better shape.

So I decided a while ago to start looking at "fitspiration" photos on pinterest and I gotta say everytime I see all those "no pain no gain" pictures I get pretty encouraged but when I go out for a run I wake up the next day SO SORE that I stop exercising for three days and loose all the habit I acquired. 

Something funny is that I actually have a "cardio" playlist and an alarm clock on my cellphone that rings at 6am for me to go out and start exercising.

My perfect day plan is:

6h: wake-up

6h15 - 7h15: run

7h30: shower

8h: breakfast

9h: 19h go to work

19h30: abs

22h: sleep

LOL LMAO LMFAO OMG

That has never happened. 

My current day plan is:

6h: wake-up from my every day "go out for a run" alarm

6h - 8:30: more sleep

8h45:  speed of light breakfast

9h - 19h: work

19h30: tv

23h: sleep

Do you ever tell yourself I AM GOING TO DO THIS! and you NEVER do? And you tell it to yourself again and you never do it again? hahaha that happens to me and exercise! But isn't it SO FREAKING dissapointing? I hate feeling like that. But today I am making a change. I promise. There is nothing worse than dissapointing yourself, and I just decided to stop doing it.

I am going to make an experiment doing my perfect day plan this week NO MATTER WHAT! I'll report it back here!

Wish me luck.

Back?

So... I just realized the last time I wrote in this blog was in 2013! Well... it's 2015 now and I gota keep up with all the things I want to do.

I started this blog hoping it would be a place where I could just write all the trashy thoughts that comes up to my mind without caring for appereances. I realized its hard. It's hard because the world itself revolves around appearances, first impressions and sort of... social achievements I guess? Anyway I decided to care less. Care less of all the first impressions and just be myself. 

It's not like my natural self is a random unlikeable person but I tend to be a little more shy and self absorved when I'm around people I do not really know... or know but I don't feel comfortable with.

Thinking positively... I will try to write as much as I can. There is SO MUCH I want to say to everyone! Things that I am sure everyone (or at least almost everyone) thinks or feels but never says... or never reads about.

Websites and social networks are sorrounded with: "be yourself!" "get away from your comfort zone" "you need to make mistakes to learn" "live your life but do not let your life live you", sort of quotes and speeches, however IT IS NOT THAT EASY! And take it from a person that really feels encouraged when I read those inspirational quotes.... theory its easier than practice, especially in your "life facts".

Anyway... I do hope people feel related with my sort of trashy and anti-status quo thoughts.

Cheers